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I join racing lerh~ F1 xD.. hmm.. i hereby declare.. i am gonna stop playing Dota with my classmates unless it is a special occasion.. Seriously i get angry while playing almost every single time..

super bad for my temper, and image of a Christian.. I feel extremely terrible each time i play with them.. I get angry, I get frustrated, and the worst thing is they shoot me saying things about God when i feel irritated.. Yep.. That irritated me a lot..

I dunno.. seems like to them, God is something that they can use to shoot me.. Is that so? God is everything to me.. You shoot God, shows how much u respect me as a friend too..

haha.. i sound so emo.. heh.. i not emo.. just thinking how i will react if one day my classmates start saying.. "Glenn.. So God teach u to be so hot-tempered when playing game? God teach you to get frustrated easily? God teach you to be so negative when we are losing?" i seriously dunno how angry i will get..

i declare i am not gonna play with them when it's an off the counter match.. I should not torture myself this way.. haha.. i feel so tired of getting angry.. God.. let me get angry only for things that anger you, and not for selfish reasons..

I guess i need to grow.. Restructured.. New CG members.. New leader.. New Sheep, New Shepherd.. everything feels very new.. but i feeling sick recently.. haha.. getting tired very easily..

is smth goin wrong? Bridget.. you promised u gonna talk to me.. then nv in the end.. I wanted to say everything.. haha.. needed you to lend a listening ear.. It's very tiring to keep things away from myself..

i have to stop holding on to stupid wishes.. haha.. God, Change Me~ Give me strength to resist temptations~

deadguy

inverted a turtle at 8:30 AM,
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