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I have to get my being right
Hmm.. yesterday kenna sunburned.. today have prom night.. great.. yong qing~ u sleep without discussing games!!! how?? i think i do it myself lerh ba.. I think i need to get my being right first.. i seriously find so many flaws in my character.. and God, i know ur telling me to change.. i get angry at my friends when i play a game.. yep.. thx jian hao for telling me reminding me that, getting angry wont do anything in the end.. and we have to be still mindful of God even when i play.. Thanks brandon for reminding me to be accountable.. and thank you God for giving me the courage to account.. haha.. i seriously feel so much more in control of my situation after i have accounted.. Yesterday, went to dance practice at 8.30.. they 9.30 then start.. and they paired me up with wee chin.. hmm.. i really dunno.. i felt very confused.. i very discontented with what they did, and i did the most stupid thing.. Leave.. Seriously Glenn!! what you thinking? even though they pair u up with a person nobody in her class wants? why did you do that? is that the best decision you could make? Run away from the problem? i have to wake up my idea.. i should have told them nicely that i did not want to do so.. instead of just walking off in anger.. God.. this is really what kind of problems in my character that i really need to change.. i always make wrong decisions the previous time i made a wrong decision caused so much trouble.. and obviously, Bridget was right.. I was not thinking with my brains.. i did not put u in mind when i did all those.. I am so sorry.. I am coming back to you.. Lord, change me for the better.. I no longer want to be the insensitive, self-centered and bad tempered person i used to be.. I want to share your love with the people.. i remember i told brandon once that my reason to outreach was to share the joy i found in God.. Yes! i have a lot of joy in God.. God made me happy when i am covering my face in sadness.. God lifted my hands, got me up and wiped away my tears.. God stopped me from making many mistakes in my life.. God gave me happiness and teachings that i will never forget.. thats why i want others to experience this as well.. God.. i commit everything to you.. inverted a turtle at 9:33 PM, 0 comments ![]() |
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