Aye, sea turtles!

Why i will give up..

The reasons why i am giving up on you..

1)I know that i will lose to him..
2) i know where i stand.. i should give way..
3) whats the point of struggling when i know i will lose out..
4) Reasons that i will lose to him..

1) U seem to be happier with him around..
2) He is willing to spend money on gifts for u, while i don't..
3) u go out ever so often with him..
4) U never seem to say no to him..
5) u hide messages for him all the time.. as well as him..
6) U spend more time with him, he knows u well, u know him well..
7) I am only an acquaintance..
8) i have other priorities, set before you, while he puts u first on his list..
9) U 2 communicate so much better..
10) u r always on his mind, while i only think of you when my autophobia sets in..
11) u never seem happy with me around..
12) he remembers every action u commit, while i only remember ur words..
13) I am only a bystander..
14) on 14 feb, he will be giving u a great gift.. but i will not..

Finished..

well.. had a lousy valentines day gift in mind xD.. but got rid of the idea.. should not do so.. later i feel even worse.. i should give up.. getting a girlfriend is not my priority, unlike his, which is to successfully woo u..

my priorities for now..
1) Make up for all the promises that i broken for my friends.. if i remember any..
2) Save up money for future.. (sounds lame huh? thats y i so money-minded)
3) Studies come next..
4) CCA..
5) i prefer playing basketball.. than going out with a girl..
6) Running is good for the heart..
7) my family..
8) my life..
9) my friends..
10) Girls..

lolx.. thats the reason y i always PS girls on the bus when i see my friends.. heh.. sorry amanda..

i just realise.. whenever i see anything blurry, i twitch my nose.. its a natural reaction coz i wear specs for too long liao.. then when it droops, my vision is affected so.. i twitch my nose to get it back in place.. so.. when i take of my specs, i feel so akward.. coz i cannot stop the irresistable feeling of twitching my nose..

lol.. my specs will spoil one day man.. people sure like to hit it off me while playing basketball..

chinese new year coming lo.. many things to do.. many treats to eat, many things to collect xD, many happy reunions to see..

gotta do spring cleaning later on.. and homework.. lol.. yesterday lao yu sheng.. keep saying.. homework faster finish arh!.. hopefully i remember to do it.. lolx.. or not i am so dead..

should throw away the box that i made.. it is useless already, since i am not gonna give it to her lerh.. lol.. guess i should see the bright side of this.. no more distraction? or maybe.. i still too concentrated on playing..

i love collecting event shirts xD (random)..

how do people make themselves a devoid of feelings?

I love u more than i do to myself..

deadguy

inverted a turtle at 6:58 PM,
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