Aye, sea turtles!

Impwerfwect..

I know that i can be very irritating, sometimes, or maybe all the time, yea.. i realised this a very long time ago.. but i onli know that i disturb people only when i am feeling happy.. so.. if people dun like it when i am feeling happy, i really do not know how to feel.. maybe i can start being those people that are extreme introverts, do not talk to people.. always keep quiet in class one.. then like this i will disturb less people.. and less people will be angry with me over such things..

maybe i should find something more important to do, instead of going all over the place, talking crap, trying to mess people's minds up, and playing with my words.. at this rate, i will become a boring boy that can onli think of doing something that he thinks is important and that important thing is not homework.. thats for sure..

so far, onli she does not mind me disturbing her.. lol.. she can even reply my sms in the middle of the night for some reason.. well.. maybe that is why i cannot get her out of my freaking thing in between my ears..

i have to break the habit.. stop thinking about having fun.. do something important..
i have to stop looking for people to talk to on msn.. for i have even deleted her contact.. so i oso dunno if she is online anymore.. i dun want to add her back for now.. i feel so horrible right now..

well.. Daryl told me something that i also know about long ago.. at least he had the heart to remind me.. yea.. i draw too much attention to myself.. in everything i do, i am an attention seeker.. i need attention to survive.. or maybe not..

well.. i have to change how i talk next time..

deadguy

inverted a turtle at 4:16 AM,
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