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I should stop this

I have to stop acting like a child.. just because i lost something precious to me, it does not give me the right to act this way..

I am not the only one that feels terrible.. my friends are also worried for me.. sorry..

i should not let this affect me anymore.. i should let it be, as it is already over..

deadguy

inverted a turtle at 5:37 AM,
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what is wrong..

Hmm.. i was in a very great mood in the morning until i noticed that my badminton racket is gone..

it felt like my world fell apart.. i had many thoughts going through my head..

i play badminton so badly.. lose to anyone that i play with.. might as well just stop playing liao since i dun have a proper racket liao..

It is lost.. gone.. the item that I used almost half of my savings just to buy, and took a month just to make up my mind to..

Me losing something.. that just shows how irresponsible that I am.. and somehow, i keep having this thought that all is lost..

although they talked about finding it, it is almost impossible.. it can be anywhere.. no one knows where it is.. then 2nd choice was to all chip in to get a new one.. thing is that the loss is there lerh.. getting a new one will never relieve the pain that i am feeling now..

it is as good as my right hand.. without it, i cannot even play.. so.. it is as good as a sign to tell me, stop playing..

somehow, it felt like.. AAAARGH! its gone!! AAAARGH! worse day ever!!!

felt very terrible.. dunno what will cheer me up liao.. feel tired all the way lerh.. seriously lose my mood to do anything at all..

deadguy

inverted a turtle at 6:32 AM,
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Hmm..

i have finished up to John 13 in the bible.. heh.. quite a lot of the things that i noticed, is that testimony is what proves that God is real.. and well.. i truly believe that he is real.. he is there to do great things..

Got 1 day, i woke up at 6.55 for school.. i usually wake up at 6.. then i somehow knew that i late lerh..

so.. i prayed.. that i will be able to reach in time.. and somehow, miraculously.. i was not late.. Hallelujah! haha.. recently not concentrating on my studies.. zzz.. lose a lot of motivation to study.. i want improve badminton, running, and basketball.. and so busy.. how to practice at all? haha.. gotta find time ba.. heh..

deadguy

inverted a turtle at 6:22 AM,
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John 1-3

heh.. gonna post about what i learnt.. in john 2, the lamb of god saw Nathanel.. he saw that he not the same as the others.. he seeks for the lord.. therefore, he was taken in as a disciple..

so.. we should truly seek him.. first time i read the bible with the heart to do so.. 3 chapters.. haha..

Most important verse i took note of..

John 3:6
Flesh is born from flesh, spirit is born from The Spirit.

we are born from our parents.. but to be filled with spiritual oil, we should seek for people that has the spirit to spread his/hers.. so, it is something about evangelizing.. we should first be filled with the spirit, before we try to spread the word..

deadguy

inverted a turtle at 6:34 AM,
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Today

Heiyo.. today.. Amath paper 2.. at first was thinking that it was gonna be easy.. but.. guess what? total disaster.. finished, without finishing.. haix.. lunched in school.. go BK.. walking there.. nv see the floor so slippery.. dunno whats going on in my mind.. and well.. at first was thinking that it was some kind of soap.. when my hand suddenly felt like it was burning..

First thought.. Kerosene, since there was a can that seems like a kerosene can right next to me..
Second thought.. Crap it's burning so painfully.. gotta wash it off..

stand up, almost slipped again.. wa.. lucky.. Thank God..

walked to the nearest toilet.. guess what.. "Cleaning in Progress"
AAARGH!! lol.. thats the third thought.. but i dun care, just went in to wash..

come out.. it still burns.. so went to the person washing it.. i ask them what is the thing.. they say is some chemical, then offered to wash my hand for me.. Wow.. thx for telling me now.. wash lerh go back BK.. all the sisters all very curious about it.. lol.. brothers, thx for all the concern..

haix.. now.. my hand feels uber wierd.. has the burnt feeling.. well.. really wanna thank jiajun and brandon, for getting me the pain cream.. although it is for muscle aches.. it is the thought that counts.. thx so much.. heh..

deadguy

inverted a turtle at 6:44 AM,
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Thoughts..

hmm.. recently having these thoughts..

I need to conquer this demon within me.. it is my biggest enemy, and my biggest enemy.. some say that our biggest enemy, is ourselves, and i truly believe in that.. I need the strength to fight back this enemy within me, and resist the temptations that is pulling me away from you..

I love to run, but my knee is suffering with pains everytime i run.. i do not know what to do.. do i have to stop? do i have to do something? please show me the way to do what i must.. give me strength to move on and not give up..

I have many hard decisions that i needed to make, but i always avoid it.. i cannot keep up with this anymore.. i need to see the way clearly.. please light my path.. i do not want to walk down a road where i cannot see anything.. i want to walk down a path where everything is crystal clear to me, and is not an illusion..

i really hope that he will forgive me.. i know that i went overboard last time.. now i am paying for my wrong doings.. i make mistake.. and i really feel very bad that you are avoiding me.. please... GAY PARTNER!!

deadguy

inverted a turtle at 11:56 PM,
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