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recently feel very empty.. i dun know what is wrong, maybe coz my leg is not in good condition, maybe coz i stopped running for a few days, maybe is just that i feel very very empty.. i dun like this feeling.. very saddening.. yesterday go Youth-hope.. i feel much better over there, everyone is so friendly, very funny.. and the lecture there is really very good.. they talked about PRIDE.. we take it as a RIDE for our ego.. but we have to get RID of it.. it is our ID(identity), so we alone are the ones to change it.. I am the root of my own pride.. we are all many small and faint stars that cannot do much.. but together, we can become a great constellation, and make known to others that we are here.. inverted a turtle at 6:05 AM, 0 comments ![]() toe injured..
toe injured.. lol.. playing basketball.. run, then kick another person ball.. pain.. lol stupid right? ermz.. very bored right now, and dun seem to want to play with my homework for the time being.. heh.. today go toa payoh, extra abit.. just go there to pass sir a photo.. then can go back.. reached there during their 2nd session, about 11.30.. hehz.. over there slacking and doing chem homework and english assessment.. grammer builder 5.. (ms kaur says that my grammer is terrible.. so better brush up) haha.. i seriously seem like i am chionging for O lvls.. but well.. i am still not at full speed, still dotaing.. which i think many girls think is a stupid game.. erm.. sianz sia.. wanted to ask shi tian play dota.. then she say she quit lerh.. sadded.. heh.. OoFighters rule.. heh.. although i am a noob.. haha.. suddenly very hooked on the game.. very scared will affect my studies.. but hey, all study and no dota makes glenn a mugger.. lol.. i think i should decrease my training intensity.. recently keep running.. my legs starting to feel abit of strain lerh.. took notice of people that were jogging.. 1)erm.. veteran runner.. wear brown cotton shirt.. erm.. just try to keep going abit faster than him.. 2)an auntie wearing black singlet.. her face abit cute, but have sags.. then not cute lerh.. lol.. leg muscles very defined..(i think i sound horny) 3)uncle wearing grey cotton shirt.. erm.. nth to say.. nv really look at him much.. 4)Some big sized guy wearing RI PE shirt, erm.. a lot faster than me, but well.. he seems a lot older.. 5)Jia Jun.. O.o? he will jog one sia.. did not know.. i think he run faster than me sia.. he plug in earphone and hold on to gym towel.. chiong like mad.. but onli a few rounds ba i think.. 6)err.. some guy that looks like a chinese national, erm.. white cotton tee, with a strapper on his knee, and well.. he seems to be sprint stop, sprint stop.. dunno what he doing ba.. 7)Uncle in white shirt i think.. super big chest, super clean white new balance shoe.. and well super well paced? heh 8)erm.. dun think have liao.. guess is all the other young childrens playing and running? heh.. i want change shoe sia.. but parents dun allow.. keep saying that my shoe is still in a very good condition (of coz.. is my shoe..) but friction no more lerh.. heh..(my only reason to change it..) i run with it sometimes want fall(when it rained.. hehz) i was aiming a red adidas response running shoe.. well.. guess it is dashed.. haha.. Royal sporting house have this offer which is somewhat like trading in your shoe, and well u get 25% discount.. hmm.. i feel like taking advantage of this offer.. haha.. i really feel so much better after running.. i dun feel stressed, i dun think about girls(not dirty stuff), i dun think about studies, all i can think about is that i am enjoying my run.. xD i really love running.. hehz.. maybe i should change my blog url to Runningismylife.blogspot.com... haha.. just a thought.. but i think that i will suddenly lose interest in running one day.. and forget about it.. well.. i guess i should go.. bio spa this thursday, no fret! xD go there and do my best, at most do badly, which i always do.. well.. still should put in my best right? heh.. just worried about napfa 2.4km run.. i set a target to reach.. 10min30sec.. is it possible for me? my previous timing was 10min44sec, and 11min.. which was very disappointing.. would i be able to do it? i look forward to wesley training me in badminton.. hehz.. inverted a turtle at 6:26 AM, 0 comments ![]() New inspiration
was very sad recently, but have to thank some special people that helped me feel better.. heh.. homework piling up, and well.. i dun really care.. heh.. erm.. heard this from someone.. "Do you want people to respect you when you go out? Do you want to have many friends around you all the time? When you see people do something bad or wrong, what is your first reaction? Is it to despise him? Is it to look down on him? When you see someone do something wrong.. you should tell him what it is that is wrong, and not just look down on him, or avoid him.. this is not the way.. you should try your best to help everyone to make friends, and you yourself will have 1 new friend.." hmm.. quite interesting.. should learn from him? or should not.. hmm.. gotta start alot of things from the basics lerh.. basketball, under ring shoot in, badminton, gotta forget everything i know(by wesley) lol.. alot of work.. today go jogging, erm.. nothing much interesting.. realised my hands turn super cold and numb when i run long distance.. kinda scary.. i scared is something wrong with the way i run.. then, jog jog jog, saw this girl, long hair, orange singlet, black shorts, black and orange shoe(unknown brand.. cannot see what it is.. design not familiar) at first i saw her jog, oh.. ok. just another girl down for a jog, when i look at her face i thought it was Mei Xin.. (my mind thinking.. miracle sia.. she will go down ownself run derh..) then stupid me realized, meixin hair not so long, the girl as tall as me, looks more mature abit, like maybe how i think mei xin will look like in 4 years time.. heh.. just talking nonsense ba.. my mind very random recently.. inverted a turtle at 4:51 AM, 0 comments ![]() Aye?
Heard alot of stuff today.. but guess.. i still feel the same way.. haix.. 3 weeks since i feel as if i have given up.. She was my motivation to run, She was my motivation to study, She is my motivation to kill myself.. thats what i was thinking recently.. heh.. today last time i going taek until o lvls.. dun really feel anything.. just.. help.. nothing special happened.. erm.. miss her.. haix.. cannot think of anything.. haix.. gonna spar with yu jian on this coming thursday? erm.. guess i will get thrashed ba.. as i always am.. haix.. i want to run.. inverted a turtle at 3:45 AM, 0 comments ![]() Training
today, went yishun stadium to train.. went jogging with weights.. heavy sia.. take off lerh, feel like a freed jail bird.. then went sprinting..i very slow sia.. soccer, which i dun like at all.. lol.. now finally back! xD inverted a turtle at 6:40 AM, 0 comments ![]() |
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