Aye, sea turtles!

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inverted a turtle at 7:49 AM,
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A place where i am welcomed..
A place where i feel that there is a need for me to be in..
A place where i feel that people want me there..

this is what i long for..

You always give the face as if you don't welcome me, and the small things you do just makes it even more obvious..

When i talk, you will usually give the uninterested face, you will try your best to change topic.. seriously, if you have any problem with me, say it in my face.. i won't catch any of your hints even if you are laying them out at me.. You may say that i am thinking too much.. but every small things you do just shows your heart.. It does not like my presence.. If you really don't like my presence, then tell me.. I won't want to stay in yours either..

You are so self-centred, and want things your way.. You want talk, we talk.. but you always go around the same topic.. "Put it away" yea.. thats what you say.. the fact that you keep talking about it is you are just doing the opposite.. every 10min you will go back to it..

ALL AGAIN FOR YOU

I couldn't sleep last night
I walked alone
On the beach
Where we always used to go
When we couldn't hook up at home

I thought of you
And the time we jumped the fence
Both sides ripped down
We dove right in
And the cops chased us again

When you were mine
You know

We had it all in front of us
You were the one
I was in love
But you always hurt
the one you lost
I couldn't get enough

You were everything
That's bad for me
Make no apologies
I'm crushed...
Black and blue
But you know
I'd do it all again for you

Today, dressed up
In designer drugs
Dedicated to the one
I'll always love
The one who really messed me up

I let you take the wheel
And the driver's seat
Strapped in
So you get the best of me
Now what's left are the memories

When you were mine
You know

We had it all in front of us
You were the one
I was in love
But you always hurt
The one you lost
I couldn't get enough

You were everything
That's bad for me
Make no apologies
I'm crushed...
Black and blue
But you know
I'd do it all again for you

I am standing in the ocean rain
Rough and ready
For your deadly game
I've got nowhere else to go

We had it all in front of us
You were the one
I was in love
But you always hurt
The one you lost
I couldn't get enough

You were everything
That's bad for me
Make no apologies
I'm crushed...
Black and blue
But you know
I'd do it all again for you
(You know I'd do it all again for you)
(I swear I'd do it all again for you)

You really were bad for me from the start.. Every single thing we did, was wrong.. you don't have to apologise.. It seems like it is all over from you.. I was the one who said that we should stop.. But I am the one who can't let go.. Why is it so hard? Is it because i no longer treasure the Relationship that is more important?
I really don't know.. I have never felt so insecure before.. Take it away..

deadguy

inverted a turtle at 8:02 AM,
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You can sit beside me when the world comes down, if you don't want to, you can always turn around..

very tired.. went to Adidas clearance sale.. did not know that their shirt so nice design derh!! very nice!!! i love it.. but only problem is i want Ipod Nano~ lol.. Red colour derh.. Saw Anna's very nice hmm.. maybe not a Nano~ but something to carry my music for me~ that will do.. the Shirt design really cool..

Got a running shirt, polo tee, and running shoes.. total, $171 thats all from my birthday angpao and merit bursary award since my parents won't let me spend it on anything else.. somehow i feel guilty for spending so much..

Got a reverse bounce.. Brother says that the centre part of the sole cracks easily.. That shoe not good for x-terrain.. but on a track, it is gonna be great~ x terrain i most likely gonna use my adizero~ Bananas..

haha.. XY has asked me so many times how i feel about BGR, but i always used other people's reasons to not have one.. and well it is not personalised.. so, today, i spent 20min thinking why.. and well.. i finally got on a proper reason and i am very convicted about..

You want to stop everything in between us, dun return..
You want to stop your nonsense, and walk properly with God, then return..

deadguy

inverted a turtle at 8:19 AM,
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A story of Faith..

Saw this video in Irina's blog.. from our Uni-ya group~ it really struck me so much.. The God-shaped hole in all of us that is waiting to be filled, the missing true purpose of our lives, and so much more..

Joyce's story from Justin Choo on Vimeo.

deadguy

inverted a turtle at 6:13 PM,
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The weak resolve..

I told Cyril, A new year, Fresh start, Fresh hope..

but after so much talking, i am still so weak.. My resolve is so fragile.. it will break so easily by just 1 person.. even though i told myself, it is not worth anything, it is not of any purpose, i still feel so weak in her presence.. i feel vulnerable..

it is hard to forget, and it disgusts my how fickle her heart is.. and i want to let go.. Satan sure loves to tempt me.. But i know God will be there to remind me of my purpose here.. My purpose that keeps me going, my purpose that drives me to move on..

Take my heart for your purpose, and God, be the Solution..

deadguy

inverted a turtle at 4:36 AM,
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Home

Recently staying at home more, parents complaining that i am out too much.. so.. yeap~ very bored.. at home oso nothing to do..

I really should stop dwelling on past happenings, but they tend to haunt me to remind me never to commit the same mistakes.. People change, people stay the same.. It is very difficult to understand everything in the world, but all we need to know is who created everything.. =D

deadguy

inverted a turtle at 8:49 PM,
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Work

Work getting better xD

hehehe.. very tired..

deadguy

inverted a turtle at 6:42 AM,
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"Aye! Sea Turtles!
Name: Glenn Lee
DOB: 31.10.93
School: Chung Cheng Yishun
Location: Singapore
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